Boo
Getting obsessed over the same wrong things again. No good.
I have two choices: EITHER type everything out here and risk looking like an insecure, neurotic weakling... OR go to sleep.
Argh. Indecisiveness. Fcukkking worldly Capricorn ambitions.
Note to self: Can you stop wanting what you can't have and will never have? It's going to save everyone a whole load of trouble. Thanks.